For several nights I dreamed about you and everything. There have been so many thoughts, but that's because I take it for real, I have eyes. All this should come long ago.
It was you who supported me when I felt unwell and it is now I would need it. I feel nothing, but I care and it feels inside me that it hurts. After such a short time, I could not believe it, but any change.

 I do not love you, I'm not in love but I care I do. And I'm happy for you, but ...